Why Do I Still Skateboard?

dude you have to PRACTICE you shouldnt be skating 3 or for times a month you should be skating 5 or 6 days in a week (but its winter coming up so i can understand) if you continue to practice you will suceed (just think an hour a day every day for a month you should be able to learn two new tricks and stairs start with one then two then try ollies of of high areas like platforms then go to 3 stairs etc.) and dont be afraid just do it maybe try meditating (i know it sounds weird but i wanted to do 7 stairs but i got soooo afraid and the first time i did it i got messed up i mean nothing broke but i got a big bruise and big cuts but then i just meditated and on the third try i did it but it wasnt in the same day so dont excpect to do a new trick in one day)